bluegirl

When you feel that you don't know if you can keep going, how are you going? Do you turn up your life upside for what just to make yourself happy or keep hoping things turn out how they should go?  Is happy everything craps up to be? Let's face it, happiness is everything that should be.  What price do we give up all for happiness, and how do you know if you will be happy? The grass is not greener on the other side, but it could be. You see, when you are fifty's and forty-something, the very one you meet has baggage for the last relationship and the one before. Relationship before that one as well.  In real life, bringing a busload of baggage to the next relationship, as much you try to leave it on the bus and forget about you, can't it always going to be there in the background. Then you have to think if you should air it out one piece at a time so it doesn't make this relationship go down the same track all the time? Do we have the baggage from the last relationshi...

So in my teens there was a big explosion of this music called Seattle grunge. What was it? It was a sound that we ever heard of before. What did it sound like for me? If The Doors , The kinds ,Black Sabbath  and Sex Pistols had a big love feast the result would be Seattle grunge. That's what Seattle grunge is to me. So what bands come from Seattle grunge? Well bands like soundgarden, Pearl Jam,Alice In Chains, The Presidents of the United States of America and others bands as well. For me the first time I discovered Seattle grunge was when nirvana hit our airwaves. With smells like teen spirit. I was fourteen going on fifteen years old the year it came in 1991. I thought wow this music gets how I feel. Then I discovered soundgarden and that blowed my mind away. Then in 1994 I ever forget, I was in grade 11 walking into class saw RIP Kurt cobain. Was in shock for that morning. Then as a seventeen year old trying to figure out why did he do for? Then you find out the reason why and ...

I worked up until I was five months pregnant like most women would if they could. because of health reasons to do with my thyroid went over active and the baby was getting stress. so I had 3 months of bed rest and every week going to the doctors.  what hold after childbirth I was ever was a prepared for the roller coaster what you go thought before and after it. Before  I left work I through I be back at work in 3 or 6 months after having a baby. But in realty that wasn't the case, you see once the nurses put that tiny small human being in your arms. That moment your life has change for ever. Because now you are responsible for this life. You want to do everything in your power to protect it from harm. In somewhere between being in hospital and being at home. Something changed or it just happen, I deiced to be stay at home mum. Because I preferred to look after my own child than have someone else looking or going back to work to look after someone else child. wonder w...

Spring is coming. Sitting here just looking out the window see the pale grey clouds coming apart from each other like they shouldn’t be there together. With a small patch of pale blue sky coming though, with the sunlight slowly sneaking in. I follow the golden ray of light soft warm sun shining following down that ray light upon it laid on so small bud. With the winter rain dropping falling off it like little tidy tears, that they must cry a hundreds time in the rain. But now with soft warm golden ray of sun shine lying on the soft pale pink bud. Slowly warming up we looked at the bud seeing the beauty that lies inside it. You see over winter it is dead inside oh just waiting and buying time to shine again. You see we are so much like that buds, most of dies inside through out winter just waiting and waiting for our time to come alive again. You see that soft pale pink bud will slowly blossom into the flower for all us to see. Then one by one those soft pale...

ok on facebook i have see children dance costums well lack of clothing for young children and young teeenage. why do they have to look sexual at young age for why can't they just look like pretty young children without all that make up. I get worried who goes to the dance to see this anyway. I am scared that wrong people turn up  to these things? why the mums and dads say NO  my girl is not wearing this to sexual looking for her age. it all about dancing not what they wear. when are the dancing teacher going to grown up and let children dress like child not mini adults. not saying dancing is bad but how it come across as. so many children don't look comfortable in the costumes anyway.  a little bit lipstick and eyeliner is OK but that is.

 The other day I had a chance  to go and see this band in concert at Hobart town. omg what a concert to see for a very long time. the lighting on the stage blow me away. http://youtu.be/nB70vCP6tzs

I just listen to a up coming singer- song writing called jen cloher @ jencloher Melbourne · http://jencloher.com she has won in 2006 Best Female Artist at the 2006 ARIA Music Awards   her music reminds me of young PJ Harvey. the sound of her music and style of writting. so if you have a changes to see do yourself a favor and check her out and remember her name Here is some of her music her latest single called Mount Beauty.  

check out this guy  he been in the music business for years he is in the drones and now on his second solo album called https://itunes.apple.com/au/album/the-balladeer-hunter/id417188009 that follows his first solo album called folks songs. HIS NAME IS MIKE NOGA  check him out That he is playing tonight at Saturday 20 October 2012 Wrest Point Show Room Doors open at 7:30pm Show starts at 8:00pm   his music is easy to listen to and the songs on the album that can speak to you what ever you are going through in you life and he is the support act for TEX PERKINS and DARK HORSES so do yourself a favor and go and support great Aussie music tonight if you are in Hobart area  

so it only takes  so it only take a male to get over relationship one month?? come on really ?? for us women two or three months one month bitch about him and cry to your friends about him. the second month getting to know who you are and what makes you you in the first place and when it comes to the third month we are ready to go out again and just meet new people slowly.  start to date again but still not willing to open up to some close yet?  so what you think of this????  

why ? why us girl put our self  thought this if a guy not interest in you just move on like they do. don't try get them back leave the relationship with some respect for your self. don't look needy because they would not think much of you. be glad that have dodge that bullet. so just dust your self off take what yours and smile and more on. don't try all the tricks in the book to get him back once it over it over. if you feel like you want to call him call a friend instead to bitch about him or get your favor DVD out with a glass of wine and some chocolate and take care for your self.

why does us women fall for guys that treat us bad for? we are much more smarter not to put up with it. one friend has guy only comes around when i suites him. doesn't matter how many times we tell get rid off him she still puts up with. because she think she is in love. come on that's not love. love is when the guy treats you with respect and cares what you